RememberingOf all the things to want in life, I only want to remember.Remember the smell of your skin while you'd lay next to me in bed.Trying to remember the feel of your lips on mine when you'd give me as many kisses I wanted.I want to remember the feeling of your arms wrapped around me on a cold winter's night.I'd give anything just to remember what its like to see your face...To see every emotion run through your eyes.I want to remember... but even my dreams can't give me what I want and need.I'll try my hardest to keep remembering and praying that one day I'll have everything I need to keep on going.
Out w. the old in w. the newI thought I had found the one to share all of life's joys and secrets.False hopes and empty promises have landed me here.Stuck in my bed, a razor being my only company.The happy memories are on constant repeat in my head. Skipping back and forth like a scratched CD.Tears stream down my cheeks, and at one point in life, everything was so sweet.A fire burned in both of us and it ravaged everything and everyone in its path.Including you and I.Seek and destroy mission, complete.You walked away when I needed you most.Turned your back on me like everyone else.Depressions entered my body like a bug. I am its host.Longing for a sweet release, my shiny metal companion calls out to me.He says he'll fill the void that you've left behind.A new feeling enters my body when I open a vein.Sweet crimson heat flows like a never ending flood.Make way for a new scar.Out with the old, in with the new.You brought me to this point and my fire has died out.Out with the old, in with the new.
Our Digital LoveLove that I can't touch.Just "feel" through wires and cyber airwaves.A love that I can't truly see.Just a pixelated vision on my computer screen.A love so true...A love so deserving to be brought together.An unfathomable esscence of our digital love.