Restless SleepI toss and turn at night and wake with a fright.
I look to my side and you're nowhere to be found.
My heart sinks so fast that it seems like its hit the ground.
I try to close my eyes and drift back into sleep..
It's totally and completely useless without you here, and I start to weep.
Please just come home to me where you belong.
I've tried to keep my chin up and tried to be strong.
But you must understand that I've waited for a love like this all my life...
This waiting even more is just too long.
I love you more than anything and I hope that's what you see..
But even if it's only for one night, I'd like to sleep comfortably with your arms wrapped around me.
Dreams or Screams?A pure love, worth nothing more than meaningless lies.
Brief happiness lead only by cries.
A time of death, brought on by his hand>br>
Your perfect longing for that "dark land".
A pool of blood brought out of your own skin.
This is an on going game that you can't win.
Begging and pleading for someone to trust.
You can't ever get away, not even from lust.
So when you're about to drift of to sleep... pray for a happy dream.
Because later on will be nothing but screams.
Rain KissThe hot summer air brings the smell and promise and rain.
We stand together out in the yard and look at the darkening skies.
It's almost here my love.
We lay down on the grass and wiat for the rain to come.
A single drop strikes my cheek... and another. And another.
You prop yourself up on one elbow and stare at me with such passion and love in your eyes.
I shake a little as your hand brushes the droplets from my cheek.
You lean in closer and closer still until I feel your lips brush against mine.
The rain pours down upon our heads and our kiss deepens.
My arms wrap themselves around your neck and I feel myself enter a state of pure euphoria.
The rain soaks us to the bone and we don't even realize it.
We stare into each other's eyes... the fire's burning for both of us.
We share another kiss.
Our first kiss and the only kiss that will ever hold any meaning to me.
Relax God is in ControlHis fists meet my skin and the sudden rush of pain is worse than any he's ever delivered before. I try to get my feet steady so I can run and flee. He's like a tyrant who's towering over me.
God, why wont he stop?! What have I done to deserve this torture? Pound after pound... I can only hear skin connecting to skin. This time I don't think I'm going to win.
The pain starts to receed and for the first time I open my eyes.
I'm laying in my own bed.
It was just a dream... a painful memory stuck on repeat in my head.
I get out of bed and head to the mirror.
The world can't see them but the scars he's left me are extremely real.
Punk Rock RomanceDrinking and smoking our problems away.
Every single day.
Laying in this darkened hotel room and
slowly losing my mind.
Staring at this blank television screen.
Some throw me in a tub of freezing water.
This has to be a dream.
Pass the whiskey bottle back and forth.
Hand the joint my way.
Drunken stoned sex continues.
Hard. Fast. Never ending.
Take a sip from the bottle now pass it his way.
We're the modern day Sid and Nancy...
We're killing each other slowly.
Stop letting me suffer.
Take a sip from the bottle... pass it my way.