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My Boyfriend's Back...I lay in the bed with the covers pulled tightly over my head.
He's banging on the door, screaming for me to let him in.
I can't this time! For once I wont let him win.
Pull the covers tighter around me.
Block out his screams... ignore the sounds of his fists banging against that door.
Don't let him toss you around like you're some little whore!
The pounding finally stops, and I remove the blankets.
Is it safe?
Is he gone?
Do I dare go and check to make sure?
I get out of the bed and head to the door...
I touch the knob and the pounding starts again!
I grab the phone... the doors starting to give...
OPERATOR! I need help! My boyfriend's back... and I'm gonna be in trouble.
My HeartHold onto these feelings and never let them go. Stay here with me as the time creeps by slow. Promise me baby that you'll never let me go.
Be with me forever until time fades away. Keep me close and please don't stray. But if that should ever happen, meet with me again on another day.
Hold me close, so nothing can rip us apart. Keep me here next to your heart. I've loved you forever, right from the start. Now I'm giving you this, my one cherished thing. Don't rip it to pieces and don't tear it apart.
I only have one of these, so please protect my heart.
Restless SleepI toss and turn at night and wake with a fright.
I look to my side and you're nowhere to be found.
My heart sinks so fast that it seems like its hit the ground.
I try to close my eyes and drift back into sleep..
It's totally and completely useless without you here, and I start to weep.
Please just come home to me where you belong.
I've tried to keep my chin up and tried to be strong.
But you must understand that I've waited for a love like this all my life...
This waiting even more is just too long.
I love you more than anything and I hope that's what you see..
But even if it's only for one night, I'd like to sleep comfortably with your arms wrapped around me.
Dreams or Screams?A pure love, worth nothing more than meaningless lies.
Brief happiness lead only by cries.
A time of death, brought on by his hand>br>
Your perfect longing for that "dark land".
A pool of blood brought out of your own skin.
This is an on going game that you can't win.
Begging and pleading for someone to trust.
You can't ever get away, not even from lust.
So when you're about to drift of to sleep... pray for a happy dream.
Because later on will be nothing but screams.
Rain KissThe hot summer air brings the smell and promise and rain.
We stand together out in the yard and look at the darkening skies.
It's almost here my love.
We lay down on the grass and wiat for the rain to come.
A single drop strikes my cheek... and another. And another.
You prop yourself up on one elbow and stare at me with such passion and love in your eyes.
I shake a little as your hand brushes the droplets from my cheek.
You lean in closer and closer still until I feel your lips brush against mine.
The rain pours down upon our heads and our kiss deepens.
My arms wrap themselves around your neck and I feel myself enter a state of pure euphoria.
The rain soaks us to the bone and we don't even realize it.
We stare into each other's eyes... the fire's burning for both of us.
We share another kiss.
Our first kiss and the only kiss that will ever hold any meaning to me.
Relax God is in ControlHis fists meet my skin and the sudden rush of pain is worse than any he's ever delivered before. I try to get my feet steady so I can run and flee. He's like a tyrant who's towering over me.
God, why wont he stop?! What have I done to deserve this torture? Pound after pound... I can only hear skin connecting to skin. This time I don't think I'm going to win.
The pain starts to receed and for the first time I open my eyes.
I'm laying in my own bed.
It was just a dream... a painful memory stuck on repeat in my head.
I get out of bed and head to the mirror.
The world can't see them but the scars he's left me are extremely real.
EasterRemember what you love,
you with sand in your teeth
and the feral burn of hunger
in your eyes.
God sends his regrets.
He made you grasping and slow,
in a late hour
when the wine washed low.
Remember what you love.
Fall to your knees in the toss
and the swell, quell
the appetite of the cold black sea.
Beg blessings for your home
and the salt-sick trees.
Reach what lies near:
the fat-faced child, the sweet-soft lamb;
tether the tantrum, trickle the blood.
Offer psalms to what is holy,
whisper the name of what you love
as it bobs in the bleak mad sea.
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